Friday, August 5, 2011

One Month To Go

Perhaps when you are engaged with enjoying the semester most of the time, you really do not aware the passage of time.
Had a satisfied durian feasting with a gang of friends. Forgot when I last ate durian already. Anyway, it was just simply irresistible !! Yummy ^^

Within the blink of an eye, it is the end of week 11 already, which mean 3 more weeks to end this semester, study week in one month's time and after Final Exam, I will start my brand new journey; going for my 7 months internship !

Speaking of which, I was elated and excited about my internship placement. Well, I got an offer from Biomass Technology Research Center in Hiroshima, Japan. The first dilemma is I am reluctant to accept it in the first place, due to the recent disaster that happened in Japan. I went through a lot of thinking and considerations, with a lot of friends giving advice, and finally I made up my mind to accept the offer. Well, I guess I tok that offer simply because I WANA GO OUT MALAYSIA AND LOOK AT THE OUTSIDE WORLD !! That's the main reason I accepted the offer; to experience different culture and increase my exposure to the outside world.

But nevertheless, I wasn't out of any dilemma and hardships yet. And now I had accepted the offer, I need to proceed with the application of Visa. And that process is very troublesome in which I need to get ready a lot of documents before I can get my Visa. And this is when I am bothered with some worries. What if the company is not willing to provide those documents I needed in time? What if I can't go there to have my internship and neither can I intern in Malaysia since I have rejected a few offers ? What if... ??!!

Well, these things did really trouble me a lot, set aside the problem of learning Japanese language. Thousand of questions in my head I wish to be answered at this moment, as I am so worried about a lot of things.. Well, guess there is no use to be too worried. When the time comes, there is sure a solution to every question in my head. What I really hope is that I can have my internship there and I ask no more than that. Please, I really hope my prayer is answered.

Guess I have poured out some of my discomfort in my heart in this blog temporary. A lot of things lie ahead of me, tests, projects and assignments to be rushed, lots of procedures to be done for my internship and last but not least prepare for the Final Exam. Anyway, I hope I can get a bit of inner peace when I spend this weekend with my beloved family ! Gona be home sweet home tomorrow !! Hehe :)

Can I handle all this in this coming crucial month ? I hope I can.

Be strong and tough to face this crucial and busy month Yi Herng !!

Endure all the hardships and dilemma with patience and perseverance !!

Gambatte Kudasai ^^



5 comments:

weng yao said...

"just do it"

SengYee said...

LOL...cool yiherng...
Japan is fun...
Take this GOLDEN chance to go out and see the world...XD

MOHD ASHRAF said...

now i know..all these things that have been troubling you... i wish you all the best in every decision that you take..come to think of it..your dilemma of test, assignments and final exam is the same for all of us..aiyak..am i ready??

asamlaksa_fan said...
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asamlaksa_fan said...

biomass? that's cool! :D just take every opportunity when u have them, it may only come once :)